it's rough what youre going through mate,and in time hopefully it will all be a bit easier,as davey said just remember it's not your fault,and I when I was depressed when I was 15(close to your age)found that it was easier to go down than fight to be up,but it's so much better to be happy than down.It does take hard work but its worth the fight.hand in there hon,you're also going through the hardest years,being a teenager is no walk in the park either.There's a lot of good support on this site and good learning about your condition.be strong darl.