I hate myself. No matter how hard I try, I am nothing but a useless disappointment to everyone I know. I'm sure my teachers hate how unintelligent I am despite my efforts in class. And I know my friends actually are my friends because they pity my meaninglessness. I am so sick of being myself! I am tired of waking up in the morning, hoping I disappear. I am tired of feeling guilty whenever I breathe because I know that I am selfishly polluting the air. I am tired of talking when I know people cannot stand to hear my voice. I am tired of being me. Please help me...