I would really like to know why i can have a good day but one thing can make me incredibly depressed. Then, I dont talk to anyone or do anything. What is wrong with me? I have lived this way my whole life i just want to make sense of all of this. Why does a single song bring me down? Why do my happy memories make me sad instead of happy? Sure you could say I wish life was like how it was then and in some cases I do but i feel like there is more to it than that. Nostalgia is what kills me, it gives me that empty heavy feeling in my chest and it hurts to hold back the tears.