Starting the process of letting go of a hurtful relationship and its been a huge trigger for me to shut down emotionally and leaning on my ED to support me.

Things been very hard lately. Thoughts of how, when and what I eat, should I eat, do I deserve to eat, right is the right time to eat and then purge later. I hate these constant thoughts that run through my mind like a virus.

Facing these emotions is so hard. Eating my emotions, starving my emotions and throwing my emotions down the gutter is my struggle