Like girls have liked me b4 and ive always ran away. I am ashamed of myself when i like a girl. I feel awkward if im somewhere with only girls and not one guy there. Its not commitment issues because im afraid of non. commitment things too. Its not like i have so much going on that i dont have time for women. Im like afraid of having sex and even kissing or holding hands. Ive never had a traumatic relationship experience or anything. I wouldnt want a gf either bcuz i have low self esteem and i know it would never work out. But when i think about it, if i wasnt so wierd and insecure i would like a girl to make happy. So whats wrong with me? Wat do i do?

Also, if i did want a relationship, i would want more just like hanging out making her happy. Sex and stuff isnt on top of my list, in fact its near the bottom, so whats wrong with me here?

Also im male 16. And its not that im immature, its not like i respect women too much. And its not because im too sweet, cuz im not. So wats up with me?