...is it really true they burn up and die?
when someone says they do....is it a lie?

does anyone 'feel' like they lost brain cells?

....how do you tell if they are gone ....?
for so long I always said..."well...if they leave me I didn't need them anyway"

I don't want to care about intellectual skills I'm already disabled like that....like this! I'm already disabled I'm no match for the supreme sophistication of the modern world where the "genius"...is promoted like a God!

I subsist on spirit.....sometimes spirits and sometimes nothing at all.

I'm not a human computer I hate the overactivity in my brain I say destroy more of it ...but I don't believe it happens...character is not thought!

morals are not designed in the mind..
wow!...I actually 'thought' I was gonna talk about all the drugs and drinking thats ruined my thinking!

what is truth and belief cannot be established in the brain...even though I don't know what I believe is the truth...well?
this is my brains fault for freaking questioning everything...

kill it off I reckon...dumb thing!....after all I've done?...according to the 'experts'...there should be nothing left!....I wish they were right...
but they are not