BlackPup, I feel the same way...same worries...
But that doesn´t get me any answers anyway.
The mom-role is so important to me, it tops everything else and causes the most worries.
Getting some kind of work also bothers me...
Thinking about the future only gets me worried and depressed so I keep on going on a day by day rule. Only one day at a time, that´s the only thing we can control...at least a bit.
Take care.