yeah this bit..

very well described....I still feel 'buried' ....I know the feeling.

but I couldn't handle me exposed?...I used to be like a rocket!...fully charged unstoppable...now I'm like a birdie in a cage....

but I'm apparently safe in here...but it still feels un-natural.

I don't have the balls to change it at the moment cos I know what happens ...I run off into fantasy land ...but something will always be awesome about that!!

damn it..