I just want to go away for a little while....not die, just disappear.... with no one knowing, no caring, no tears..... gone.... for just a little while.... so I can think..... I don't want to die, I just want the pain to stop.....but if that's what it takes, I'm all for it..... when people ask me why ive tried to kill myself so many times, I look at them and say "you told me to be happy".....