After a few relapses and a completely crazy year and a half, I finally feel peaceful now. I mean, I still stress out, but I feel like I can handle it better and I don't need to resort to extreme measures. I haven't been on PC for a while which I see as a good sign. I want to thank all of you who have listened to my rants and given me reassurance, and I hope I can do the same for you all. I wish a great road to recovery to all those who are in pain, please know that as bad as it seems now, it *will* get better with perseverance. Do the things you love, take life as easy as you can.

- AJ