ok, I have NO friends. No 'real life' ones anyway. When I feel bad, I am alone. When I feel good, I am alone. When something great happens, I have no one to call and share it with. When something bad happens, there's no shoulder to cry on, not even an ear to bend. I am told that it must be because i have chosen to live this way but that's bull*h*t. I am a giver. I try and try to be friends with people and I give a lot of myself and they still seem to abandon me. I call them often and get no calls in return. I send emails to them and get no replies. I finally give up since I'm just wasting who I am and the good I can do on people who don't care about me. So, I move on and try to make other friends but the same thing inevitably happens, they are friendly for a short time and then abandon me too.
What can I do? I'm so tired of feeling so alone.

"Sometimes it takes other people to point reality out to those who don't live there"
me