Oh my goodness!! I'm so mad. Today, someone from another country asked me if I could lend them some money and I said no because I need the money for my family, to pay house rent and train fares. I told him that and he STILL wouldn't listen to me. I do not give my money out easily. I do not understand the situation he is in. He wants to move out but you cannot with someone's money. You need a secure job. And then he told me it's for school or a project, as he said. He then writes to me saying I don't trust him. Well, I need the money!!!! Well let's say I give him some money and then spends it all. He would have to keep relying on me. I'm not a rich person and I have a family to support. I buy some of the shopping for my family and I have to give my dad £20 a week. I don't give a crap if you think I'm an idiot. That's what I am anyway. And I get annoyed when people ask me out to come out to watch a film or something. I do not want to go out. I'd rather be on my own. I don't care if I have no friends. It would save me a lot of heartbreak. I'm such a crap friend. I don't mind chatting to some people but when they type to me every second, then that's when I become mad. And plus people won't regret if they're not my friend.