I just don't know how "relaxing" the hospitals are around here - I remember the one I detoxed in for alcohol a few years ago and it was a nightmare of a place - nothing "Girl, Interrupted" about it - not real keen on repeating that experience. But I am at the end of my rope, so to speak... I just can't sit still anymore, and the thought of work tomorrow is completely freaking me out. I'm functioning less and less rationally and it's getting more noticeable I think.