Got all my stuff. I am being truthful to him all the ways. He isn't falling apart. Feels great to do things this way. Right about my core values compared to his core values. Yes about sick to be with forever if poor choice, or hasty moves and jerky moves at first. Thank you

Feels good to run the possibilies to my group for support. I am really able to look at life more clearly, I am making less mistakes lately.

Remembering to distance myself from men in general. To allow for my growth needs. Can't be too close to men at this time. Have goals to work on and I get too distracted with affection relationships going on around me (raising my son and paying my bills enough for me right now) going to meditate and believe and worship God right now and do less playing around intimately. I really do enjoy this man, but I have to stay more intune with my vision which is getting a goal met that requires all of my time almost and all of my vital energy almost. I am not saying I can't enyoy some dating with him exclusively maybe, but moving in with him and spending many days over his place dosen't sound like a plan to take for my family right now. I have balance to think of. I would wear myself out the other way and get less.