I keep on loosing people, because of my actions. Or because I just am not a person to be liked. Whatever the reason is, it sucks. I don't want to be around people anymore, I don't want to talk to people anymore. I don't want to have anything to do with people anymore, they can't be trustworthy. Not one bit. So the part why I put this is "self Injury", is because I want to cut myself. I think I am going too, it makes everything, controllable.