Last year I was hospitalized for a few weeks. It was one of the most terrifying things to be left there, but the worse part is how I miss it. It makes me feel so wrong and broken for missing that place, but as much as I thought I was going to feel stronger in a place like that with people who needed more help than me I learned how much help I myself really needed. I've always been trying to help everyone else, why did I never see this about my self. Why did I feel like in the past year that was the only place I really fit in. I've been wondering this for so long, and each time I think about it I cry, what kind of person does it make me to miss being in a hospital. I dont want to be there, but it just felt right, the people made me feel right.