I feel sooo down today... having trouble coping with the day - my apartment is a complete and utter mess! it looks like a tornado ran through it, but I am having trouble getting motivated to change it. Have been having VERY negative thoughts about the purpose of everything to the point of feeling a bit scared of myself... Having trouble coping... tomorrow i'm actually going on vacation for 2 weeks, but yet having trouble getting motivated to pack! what's wrong with me!!! I should be happy - I love travelling (usually)... feel lost, feel like i'm losing my mind... HELP!!! don't know what to do anymore - switching meds because the last 1 didn't help, doing therapy - what more can I do? feel sooooo lost!!!