Well, I got three days of relief anyway. I know I should be thankful, but somehow it feels worse when everything comes flooding back. It wasn't even like things were slowly getting worse. It's like one day nothing, and the next night nightmares and loss of reality. I don't know. I'm just so tired right now. I woke up so confused this morning and have spent the day trying to figure out what was real or not. I've given up. It's easier to just keep my mouth shut and not talk about things since I don't know what is going on.