I most likely did (wish I looked like someone else) when I was much younger, usually when I was around junior high or high school age. Right now, I'm fine with myself. I can't change things too much anymore, and there are things I simply can't help or shouldn't try to change anymore do to negative consequences. What seems hard for me right now is to try and maintain myself under all this unnecessary stress and sadness I tend to put myself through. I wish I could be something else.