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Originally Posted by elliemay
I am scared to death to tell this guy what I need from him. Don't ask me why, but I am. I'm even scared to tell him that I don't know what I need from him.
What in heaven's name is wrong with me? Why can't I handle this better?
I feel like a burden to this guy already. I want to run away.
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Is this familiar? Did you feel like this when you started with your old T?
I'm just wondering, because after years of seeing someone we build a relationship and we just KNOW each other and there is this comfort in knowing that someone knows us so well that they just "GET IT" most of the time.
But it doesn't start that way. At least it didn't for me and my T.
So maybe this is the beginning. I had to work through a lot of stuff with my T before the comfort and the knowing came.
Just a thought.
It must be incredibly hard to start over.
