Hey, I am really sorry to hear about the situation that you are in. There are some ways that you might be able to go about getting help for your kids without giving them up. You can go to the department of Family Services and if you quialify for being low income and all that good stuff they will assist you with having someone come in the home to help you clean, help you cook meals for your family. Also help you to find some one to come take the kids for a couple of hours a day so that you can get a break from all the stress. You can also go to a therapist as well and they will be able to help you in more ways. So just keep asking and keep bugging for the help. It is out there and they will be able to do these things for you. Hang in there. The last thing you will want to do is to give them up. So really just hang in there. *hugs*