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Originally Posted by nightsky
Is this familiar? Did you feel like this when you started with your old T?
I'm just wondering, because after years of seeing someone we build a relationship and we just KNOW each other and there is this comfort in knowing that someone knows us so well that they just "GET IT" most of the time.
But it doesn't start that way. At least it didn't for me and my T.
So maybe this is the beginning. I had to work through a lot of stuff with my T before the comfort and the knowing came.
Just a thought.
It must be incredibly hard to start over.
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The fear is very familiar. The burden, I don't know. I was so very very lost at the beginning of my previous therapy. I had no idea how I felt - except I hated my therapist and was rather bratty (understatement).
Right now though, something has me really freaked out and it's uncomfortable. I'm confused and feel a little paralyzed - as in that little child paralyzed feeling.
So, consequences be damned, I called him. Maybe he'll see me. Maybe ii'll help. I have my doubts. He's really busy.
Starting over is not easy.
Thanks all for your support.