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Old Dec 03, 2012, 09:08 AM
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Originally Posted by elliemay View Post
Sadly, the business with my previous therapist has to be finished, except for the grieving I think.

And the comparisons, the endless, endless comparisons.

Which I think emanates from the grieving as well.

As I said, and actually do believe, this current guy is a good person. Perhaps even quite skilled in some ways. He just very very different.

I really wish I could get mad at him - this new guy, but I think those days are over. The anger left, and allowed the fear to surface.
I guess I wasn't thinking so much of finishing former T business with former T, but rather with new T. Is there some reason you can't get close to the grieving with him? I do think they've all been down this road before and don't take it personally. I understand what the comparisons in your head may be like--almost like a music that covers everything happening in the room. Maybe it would help to tune into that rather than try to push it away?