My title is exactly what it means, I am so lost. I can't find my bearings. When I am busy working or even watching tv it goes away for a little while. But when I am sitting still, I can't be at peace.
I just want to have some peace of mind, and some feelings of purpose. I feel I am trapped in such an ugly body and I tried to work out but I am not losing much weight so I am feeling even more discouraged.
I am unhappy fooling myself that I am happy?
Or do I have everything I need and am just finding a reason to be miserable when there are others who have it much worse than me?
Sometimes I'm manic and sometimes I just don't want to get out of bed.
So lost, I just want to be found and complete.
Anyone else just plain lost?
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