I am waiting to be diagnosed for BPD they said it will be next Monday.
I not sure how after meeting me twice, but any how I know I have it.

I am just a little concerned as I have been doing what I can to find out more about the condition.
It always says this is an SERIOUS ILLNESS

I don't get it...? I have had thoughts of death but have never thought of following them through. I don't want to die.
Is it serious because one day I will?

Please can some one explain more to me