I agree with the above stated.

As well, I don't know where you are from, or how the medical system works, but group therapy is really good for youth with mood disorders. I facilitate one, and honestly the progress the people in the group has made since joining is amazing. It's always nice to have people close to your age with similar problems to talk to.

I too, was diagnosed with bipolar when I was 14 years old. The diagnosis since then has changed, but at the time I felt exactly like you do. Best of luck, I'm always here if you need to talk.