You are very brave for taking it this far, but wisewomen is right.... get the right people to help you, don't take it on on your own. You must be in a really bad state if seroquel don't help. I drink one and I'm out for the day! I hope you get the justice you are looking for.

It's sad that it's so much easier to get info you want illegally than in an honest way, that's why it's so easy for criminals nowadays! Best of luck to you!