you don't need it
you think you do because you feel down and tired
i am a mum of 3
yes i did it and yes my children see my scars it is scary to want to do it,and i understand your urge but you have a beautiful baby now and you need to focus on him/her but remember when you feel down and ready to cut ask a friend who u can trust to have baby and go window shopping and choose something that will cheer you up so the next time you go shopping reward yourself with that item and remember why you bought it (for not cutting yourself when you felt the need)

i wish you well

keep smiling