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Old Dec 03, 2012, 06:57 PM
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Originally Posted by shattered sanity View Post
it's something i think about on a daily bases (along with many other things)

you know... i get to thinking... well, my family's shut me out, i've no real face to face friends, so in 20 40 years time.. will i still be here?. getting worse and worse by the day?. is this really my life?

sometimes i think... what's the dam point
I wonder quite a lot what the point is...going to the psych ward didn't help with that in the least. Other than now its more official I've got mental issues. Its just depressing I suppose I'm 23 and I am waiting on a decision as to whether I qualify for SSI. All the while trying to ignore a lot of crap I see on forums and in the media about how mental issues can't be severe enough to justify one being on SSI or things like that.

Though honestly I feel like I've suffered enough the least this unforgiving system/society can do is give me a little compensation for my troubles.