Dear T,

I know that issues come and go and life ebbs and flows but I am SO terrified that my old behaviors will arise now that I'm my new position at work. Tomorrow I have an ARC/HUD inspection at my group home, a staff development committee meeting, and a client rights committee meeting. I have constant deadlines for paperwork. Then there's the people I have to interact with on a daily basis. I don't mind my clients, it's staff and coworkers.

I liked being a professional/technical sort. I don't think I'm cut out for, inclined towards, or interested in management. I'm just afraid. I already made a mistake last session where I wasn't thinking. I'm afraid of failure. I'm afraid of backsliding. Help me.

Much love,
Chopin