You sound like you have a wonderful husband, Randysangel.

I'm REALLY fallling off the wagon today. (scrunchie face)
I just got finished smoking my third cigarette.
I dont know what is wrong with me today.
Really feeling funked out-I feel fat, I feel alone, I feel like smoking---A LOT!!!!
Maybe it's because I didn't exercise yesterday.
I like Denise Austin. She makes me feel better. I know it sounds really stupid but I like it when she reassures me that I'm worth it and that I'm a good person. How pathetic is that?
I'll be sure to execise today. I can't now 'cause not only am I smoking a lot but I've also pigged out big time with nacho chips. My stomache is so stinking huge I have to unbutton and unzip my jeans.
I also went on a shopping spree. I got clothes I really needed though. All of my clothes had bleach stains (from work), stains, holes or were too big or small.
Today has been a really bummer day all around except my time here at PC. I love the people here. Everyone is so nice. (((((( ))))))
I'll do better tonight and tomorrow.
Denise Austin, here I come...