I wish I could hate you. But I won't say that because if I say it, I will nvr be able to take it back. But I'm thinking it. You ruin it all. U make my life so miserable. all this has done is stress me out and hurt the work we have done. My OCD is eating me but I am too annoyed to care. In the 1st time since beginning therapy, I feel like how I felt before I began. Awful and frustrated. And alone.

Nothing good came out of this. There wasn't any "oh look how strong I am that I can do this". No "look at how well I am doing". Nothing. The only good thing is that you won't be able to go skiing this winter. But I guess it doesn't matter. Because right now I could care less where u went. You might as well be gone forever. Because that is how it feels right now