Many know I haven't been in a good marriage and trying to financially figure my way out. Well I reconnected with a old childhood friend. At first I wasn't "into him". As fine went along, I started having feelings. He's a great guy--I think--but is he good for me--well long story short-I can't stop thinking about him and when he doesn't text me,I flip out. Shaking, scared, extremely depressed, close right up and don't want to talk to anyone. I do this with my past relationships. Is it because I crave love and affection which doesn't happen at home or am I just losing it and ridiculous.