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Originally Posted by radioactivegirl
I never thought that I would actually follow through with committing suicide because I didn't feel I had the guts. But one day I just had the impulse and I ate a whole bottle of pills. Don't underestimate BPD. I'm not saying you will, I'm just trying to point out how tricky it can be. I am so glad to hear that you don't have suicidal tendencies.  |
My moods change from second to second. This afternoon I found myself on the ATF website to see if I qualify to buy a firearm. Oh the drama! I guess I can't. Which is good - if I had one I wouldn't be here but the impulsiveness of my disorder is so strong - sometimes I can't see the forest through the trees, don't think and can ruin a good thing in a blink of an eye. Every brain disorder/mental illness is serious but there is "recovery/remission" we can't lose hope.