Well, it went back to the whole "hey you're a man". His energy is so strong.

It took a whole lot for me, the way I was feeling, to voluntarily go in and allow myself to be in that energy.

My old therapist was so very mild.

I know the destructive power of that masculine energy very well.

I can't say that I have much experience with the positive, productive, and protective aspects of that energy.

I saw those attributes very clearly today. It kinda felt like the warmth of the sun actually.

It's a little early, but it may translate into "Why hello 50% of the planet, how are you? I'm ellie. It's been too long".