Maybe it's a rhetorical question.
I don't know anymore
I feel like I'm jumping out of my skin, but in an uncomfortable way.
I feel like a coiled up spring that has no idea in what direction it's going to explode.
My anxiety is at an all-time high.
I am even anxious about friendships that I know are set in stone, but I'm losing faith in myself. I'm going to start driving people crazy.
I feel like I need someone to just sit with me and calm me down.
I am feeling overwhelmed by decisions and have no motivation to do anything.

I don't know what is wrong anymore. I feel like an idiot.