Yes, she said it would be better if we don't spend too much time together as usual...I know she's right because we are too much dependent each other..hope you understand my english..the fact is that i miss her so much...i always would stay with her...i can't stand to stay without seeing her...I know i'm wrong but it is my feeling....i feel abandoned and hopeless...like a baby that cries as the mum disappear behind a door for a few minutes..because he doesn't understand his mum has not disappeared forever...but i'm not a child, i'm an adult woman..so feel pain, shame, and so on...I feel so desperate and don't even have the bravery to kill myself...thanks girl...yours is the first profile i've seen ...hugs... my name is donatella and i live in Italy, Tuscany, near Florence..