don't think that u have depression. in that way u'll be even more depressed. there are lots of GREAT things around you.... example... take a walk in the park. feel the breeze. watch all the children playing around. u should feel better that way..

DON'T JUST SIT IN ONE PLACE. JUST GO OUT AND PRETEND TO ENJOY. AND EVENTUALLY I HOPE U'LL REALLY EXPERIENCE IT.

BEST OPTION : GET YOURSELF A PET AND MAKE IT UR BEST FRIEND. PEOPLE MAY LEAVE. BUT PETS DON'T..

wishing u all the luck...