hi, i'll try not to do this one 3x! do u know why the chns lawyer is no longer supporting u? yeah if he's backing the ex etc it wld probly b difficult b/c he (theoretically) represents chn's best interests and those r considered paramount. sounds like a really hard situation for u all...hope u'll still get sum access to ur kids once this is all sorted out and also i read before this coming week is the aniversary of ur son's death so just sending out my support 4 that