Feeling physically and emotionally tired today. My feet are hurting (the arches) because I did too much walking yesterday. I just want to go back to bed but have things to do.

I feel frustrated when friends ask me to get involved in their petty arguments with others. Also, I get frustrated when friends' behaviors stretch the limits of my compassion.

I wish I could stay in bed all day but I have things to do. I ate breakfast and it made me sleepy. I am so caught up on some personal things that I forgot to pay the rent on the first of the month. I still have to write the check. That is so unlike me.

Now that I am on SSDI, I am thinking of moving. I do not fit in where I live so maybe it would be good to live elsewhere. I am also looking into going back to college but all I seem to want to study is history and politics, and I don't think I can make a living with a degree in either. I am just not good with business subjects. I need to make a decision and can't seem to be able to do so. Ugh.