Grey, with everything said here, the horror stories.. Truth is, yes these things are all a reality but at the same time, remember just because you have this disorder it does not mean you are just a pawn to it and that all of the terrible things will happen to you. Now that you know that you're dealing with a disorder like this, the power is in your hands to get help, take control and make the changes you need to avoid those terrible outcomes. Take them all as warnings and possible outcomes if you just ignore it. You're gonna be fine - just get the help you need, and do what you have to and you may make it out relatively unscathed!

Take heart, all is not gloom and doom! *hugs*