I used to love me, then I met my H and he convinced me that I was stupid. The things that made me who I was were dumb. So I tryed to like the things he liked and be more like him since his ways were the right ways. Guess what he didn't like me anymore then he used to. It was not about my likes and dis likes. It was not about the changes I tried to make in my personality. The issue was w/ him.

I was special. I was me. HE didn't like me I had always liked me until he came along and gave me reason not to. Now though I've lost me. I like what everyone suggests. My opinion changes every second according to everyone else opinion.

I know exactly how you feel. Where did I go and how can I make me come back. I have depression, dissociation issues, and ptsd symptoms.