Open eyes you make me want to cry. (in a good way) You understand. SOMEONE REALLY UNDERSTANDS!!!!
I can't believe it you understand the lives of so many. I to have boundary issues and issues w/ being touched. I have worked on these issues w/ horses as well. It is T for me as I help them, horses, overcome and trust again. People are often amazed how otherwise angry dangerous horsed seem to take to me and become like a kitten. But in the face of abuse and neglect even an animal can since your pain and your suffering just like you can since there's. I have worked w/ many a horse and owner to make a compatible relationship. We are so much the same way. Afraid of people, afraid of being hurt, afraid to let people in, afraid of specific things from the past, whips, ropes, loud voices, being alone, horses and people have lots in common.
I sincerely wish you the best and want to thank you for all the doors you help open here. Your kind words and understanding have been so helpful to me and others to I'm sure. You are such an inspiration me. We wonder some times why God lets things happen to us, we struggle so hard and fight an endless fight against ourselves. Why would a God, our God, allow this. But look at the lives you have touched. The lives you may have saved, the folks you may have encouraged to get help, the people who just need someone to understand. Open eyes you are a gift from God and I know it sure don't feel like it but you have been given a special gift the gift of compassion and understanding. Take care.
We never over come our boundaries issues do we. We just become more accepting and that is only some times.
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