I think I'm realizing now that I do not want to see my T in the real world. I want to keep her where she is - as my guide and my helper. I wouldn't be scared of the challenge of having her present in a class that I'm taking. Part of me thinks it would be quite fun.

But, another part of me wants things to stay the same. AND, I know for sure she will not take that class when she knows I'm attending it. She's wise enough to keep the boundaries intact.