It could never come soon enough, the one way I can see you again... you left so soon, though I know it's my fault.... after 3 years you think your in love, and then its gone in the blink of an eye.... I love you more than life, I know you felt the same way.... so, for now, I'm anxiously awaiting death....

This is for Dakota, my boyfriend I had for 3 years.... he died of suicide, because he thought I was going to commit suicide.... he loved me more than life.... I cant wait for the day we are reunited.... ive attempted suicide 4 times since that devistating day.... it seems death is laughing in my face.... I love you Dakota....