{{{{{{{{{{{{{Hamstergirl}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I'm so, so sorry for your pain; both physical and emotional. It's such a helpless feeling wanting to reach out to someone like you and not even having an inkling as to what to say. Please hang in. Talk to your priest. Maybe he can be the go-between for you and your psychiatrist.
Please keep us informed on how you're doing. And please take care of YOU.
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.