Lost of people are into that and I hope some of them speak up soon here. I am not into that but that doesn't make you weird or mentally ill. We all like different things. I was raped as well and I do not wish for this to be done to me. Though it has led to issues of my own. I have preferences I prefer not to discuss at large. After rape some folks like that kinda stuff others do not. To each there own. There is nothing wrong w/ that. There is alot out there about bondage and such. Porn, books, groups, if it were so unheard of then it would not be so common. I think you have nothing to worry about.