That is simular to how I feel except I did attempt college, only to fail twice and I live at my moms house. I'm waiting to find out if I can get on SSI, I hope so but then again its not like I feel great about it....but at least it would be a constant income that could help me become a bit more stable. I do want to get out of the house more and do things but a lot of time anxiety, depression and feeling isolated even around people gets in the way. So having the income probably wont help that but it would give me more options.

But yeah I am 23 and I have nothing to show other than a useless highschool diploma and accumulated college loan debt...Oh and official records that I am mental and have been in a psych ward. So I can relate to the wasted life feeling.