I am having terrible anxiety.

I got overwhelmed.

Made an appt with a new dentist cause I might have a new cavity in a tooth.

Went to my new pdoc who wants to try me on Seroquel XR, but I told him I am scared of Seroquel cause of breathing and swallowing problems associated with it and I do not want to be asleep all day long.

My new AA meeting (I go to AA and apply bpd to the 12 steps) is working out much better than the others did last summer.

My roommate still cannot find work; we are okay thru the New year, but not after. I have never been homeless before. I am so scared.

Santa, please bring him a job or bring us strength to be out in the cold after January.

I hope my tooth does not require root canal work.

I am working hard on love addiction issues now.

I am hurt that my medical doc never called me back.

Hurt that my uncle let me down and Bruce (roommate) never asked him if he was going to take care of me even though I asked him that 3 times already.

i needed this checkin. I was not sure what to share on a new thread.

I tried to renew my discount for my phone and that gd ULTS site is not userfriendly. G8d I am sick of relying on computer programs that do not understand humans.

I am scared most of all of recovering from my bpd, believe it or not.

Carol