So this is going to be funny.

I had a neuropsychological evaluation with Rosalie, a licensed psychologist. The evaluation covered many topics, including those that are not psychiatric. There was a question about sexual problems. I said that yes, I have sexual problems as a side effect of my medications. I did not want to spend time on the whole nine yards of my having had unorgasmia on high doses of Geodon in the past, then briefly becoming OK, and then turning completely completely numb again (too much stress? too much biking? blood pressure too low? too much anxiety? god only knows - I personally think it is stress and how can I come when in my head I always draft letters to my children? I cannot relax).

OK, so much later on Rosalie looks at me intently and says "And you are obviously sexually active", with an emphasis on "obviously". Inside myself, I went... obviously? is it so obvious? after three and a half years of complete isolation and no sex? Do I look so poised now that she thinks I am "obviously" sexually active? Wow...

So I came home, did a search in GMAIL and pulled Nov 9th - less than a month ago - as my first night with G. D. I do not count because it was a poor excuse for sex and I do not want to talk about it. So, in less than a month I turn into someone who gives this impression of being "obviously" sexually active?

I sure liked that.

I hope everything else that comes from Rosalie is equally optimistic.